Monday, November 10, 2014

BAU



First dream is only in bits and pieces. 
Mushing, dirt, some snow
Stop at rest point, cabin, other people there. Dogs clipped to chain link fence. Where did my dogs go?
Dogs loose, I see them running, dragging line, Nali in front of Kaytu  chasing another team
Catch them, tether them to fence.
Need to continue but no bike, I still have a chance
Randomly find a baby, say I need to leave, I'll put her in the bathtub, everyone appalled but I say how I have to keep going.
End.

I may be binge watching Criminal Minds.
Skip ahead, based on my real neighborhood.
Serial killer, already shot and killed 2 women in the neighborhood.

I'm walking at night to get the mail, a man is also who I know, late 40s, silvering hair, average build, and he says I should be walking alo- we see a man standing in the grass next to the street, staring at a house. He looks at us. White. Very short, militant dark hair. Black jacket. Pulls out a gun.

We run up a driveway and the man shoves me back along the side of the house just as a silenced bullet whizzes by. Door on the side of the house. It's open, we enter. Side door into living room. Family is in the kitchen. We don't want to scare them so we sneak. We silently cross the room and see a bedroom. We enter, close and lock the door. Push button lock. Room is a girl's room, lots of toys, dolls, playsets and dull pink castles.  There is another door in the room that we open. The basement. Go in. Lock the door. Move down the stairs. "Where do we hide?" man asks. "We don't we have to get back outside." I know the killer will come into the house, so we have to trick him, we have to get out. Walk out basement. We have to get out now. Now now now. We open the door and I notice a phone next to it. Stuck to the wall, corded phone. Old spiraled cords. I grab it and dial 911. Just as I do the killer comes around the corner with his gun pointed at us. "Your call is being recorded, how ca-" "I found the serial killer!" I screech, trying to remember the street name, my panicked  mind unable to know what street I live on. "I'm sorry, did you say someone is a killer?" "He's in Eastlake, on, uh," I can barely breathe, hyperventilating, where is the guy I was with, I think he ran off, the killer is aiming at me, oh my god I'm about to die. I scream and drop as he fires another silenced bullet. The phone falls I don't know if he hit me. I look up and he's walking toward me, gun still aimed at me. I hear the 911 operator. "Ma'am? MA'AM?!" I get up to run, to go around the corner of the house into the backyard (no fences diving front from back), and after a few steps I trip. I can't look back to see where he is, no time, must move. As I push myself up I feel a hand on my shoulder turning me. I gasp. As I'm spun, a gun is held against me, cold metal felt immediately through my clothing. The other women were shot this way. Held close. Gun against the right side of their abdomen, straight out the back through their kidney. He smiles, and as licks his lips as he opens his mouth to say something I heard a sound like a broomstick snapping in half. The killer chokes, blood dribbling from his mouth as he crumples away from me. I put my hands on my stomach where the gun had been and move slowly backward. The gun. Someone is running up from the side. "Ma'am.. ma'am..." I'm ignoring him. The killer groans and stirs and I leap forward and snatch the gun from the ground. A hand grabs my wrists, arms wrapping around and lifting me up, turning me away from the killer. "It's ok it's ok, you're safe, you're ok, you're safe." I black out.
I wake, sitting on the ground a few feet behind the killer. He's alive. They didn't kill him. His hands are cuffed behind his back. Spencer Reid is to my left, standing, with gun in hand and wearing a bullet proof vest. JJ and Emily to my right. FBI. BAU. Morgan is standing against a black SUV, on the phone. There is another girl, dressed seemingly in goth lolita clothes, sitting a ways to my left. What.. I'm wearing a lolita outfit as well. Where are my clothes? The killer turns his head to look at me. He makes eye contact. My heart pounds, my body tenses. He looks toward Emily and JJ. No, just JJ. He lifts his chin and raises his eyebrows, as if to say "her" and then faces forward again.  I reach over and gently tug Dr. Reid's pants. I point at the killer, then turn and point at JJ, looking back at Reid and mouthing "JJ. HE [points] is going to her kill JJ[ points]." Reid moves back and to the car and begins drawing, or writing, I'm not sure.

Flash forward. I'm sitting with the goth lolita girl, face to face with her slightly to my left. Morgan is sitting with us, slightly to my right. "Tell me what you girls were doing out." I say I was getting the mail. The goth lolita girl was in her house, the one we'd seen the killer staring into, she saw him and had opened the door. He pulled out his gun to shoot her but just as he did he'd heard myself and the other man (where was he?) and turned his attention to us instead. "And why are you in costume?" "I always dress like this." He turns to me, "These are her clothes, I don't know what happened to mine." "She half smiles at him and tilts her head at him. "See?"